dim lights shine on dark nights
the hospital foyer is silent
abandoned
i feel like a ghost, passing through
the glass doors unseen, pausing beneath the
streetlamp outside. its light is dim, yet steadfast.
wasted.
forced into labour by an unfeeling cycler
both of us keep watch in a world where we have no use
(or power)
we are pawns. disposable.
i sit on the cold metal bench beneath the streetlamp as
fatigue floods my bones
the bench is wet
it rained
is this a war?
i look at my scrubs, stained with the blood of a dead man.
i think we are losing
we all die, in the end
here, in the heart of night, the only sound is my own heartbeat
i did not sign up for this war
(this life)
to cross blades with Death is a fool’s errand, indeed
what child thought he could stand a chance
against the master of time? of this realm and the next?
death taunts us, allowing us the illusion of power
while asserting his claim when we grow too emboldened
the streetlamp flickers
death is here
to escape with a new victim tonight
my heartbeat quickens
the war rages on